Lost in Life

Hey all!

It hit me today that I haven't updated The Purple is Bliss in quite a while, almost a month! To be honest I've put pretty much everything by the way-side lately, not just this blog but my channel, my classes at college…everything. You could say I've been a little lost in myself and my life lately. I've been battling some depression and anxiety recently and it's just been very difficult for me to have a passion for my classes or anything, let alone this blog and my Youtube channel. I might as well just fill you in on a few updates…

I recently got my nose pierced!…as in Monday I went to the tattoo/piercing place and got it done. Literally as a compulsion. I had been thinking about it for a couple years and since I still had some gift cards from graduation, I decided to get it done. And I'm so happy I did! I absolutely love my nose piercing! I've been contemplating doing a video on it but that will just depend on your interest really. I'd be happy to take any questions and make it a sort of Q&A video about my experience with my nose piercing etc. Just comment with your questions and let me know! I would love to tell you more about it.

As I mentioned before I've been a little  very neglectful go my classes this semester. I cannot find the motivation or the passion for my classes. They just seem so dull! And really they are! They only class I genuinely enjoy going to is my Communication class. My class is Communication 101, which pretty much means a speech class (as in getting up in front and giving speeches non-stop)…at least that's what I thought. I'm incredibly happy that I was wrong! My professor is amazing and is really laid back and open with the class. And I really love the assignments she gives. They are really helping me right now. This class is literally the only class I don't mind going to. I'm thinking about looking into communication further….even if it means giving speeches.

I've also been thinking about looking into going into business either as a major or a minor. I really want to invent my own company and my own brand of something. Makeup maybe? I mean, I've looked up to Elle and Blair Fowler since forever and I see what amazing things they've achieved. They have their own brand and they're so successful. I would just love the opportunity to do that. Unfortunately I don't have exactly all the resources they do so…I'm thinking business. We will see where it goes. Other than that I've just been trying to pull myself out of some of this depression and anxiety and just get through this semester. I'll keep you updated!

xoxo,

Grace

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Resolutions TAG

My new year has been off to a very shaky start, emotionally speaking. I've started off 2014 sort of down in the dumps about life and money situations and all sorts of other issues. I just know that I didn't plan on starting off the new year in tears and sadness. Luckily I have friends that have me looking forward to things once I go back to campus. Don't worry it will be documented in photo and video! But, I thought I might as well brighten my mood by answering the questions from NikkiTutorials' Resolutions TAG. Here we go!

This tag is broken up into two parts: Looking back on 2013 and Resolutions for the new year.

Looking back:

1. Name 3 things you did this year that you're proud of

The first thing that I'm proud of myself for accomplishing was graduating high school. I never seriously doubted that I would graduate high school and I know that people will argue that compared to other life experiences this task is fairly easy but you know what? it's a huge accomplishment at this point in my life and I'm proud of it.

The second thing would have to be getting accepted into the colleges I applied to. I started out really doubtful that I would be accepted at all because I had no confidence in myself. However, I was accepted to all of them that I applied to.

Third would probably be gaining confidence. I'm pretty satisfied with how I've learned to stand up for myself and do things outside of my comfort zone. I'm still not the most social of butterflies but, I'm not as much of a wall flower either.

2. Name 1 thing you wish you would have done differently

This one is kind of a hard one because there are two "events" or "instances" that stand out to me for this question. One being not applying to MORE colleges then I did. I wish I would have had the courage and self-esteem to apply to a few more institutions such as the Art Institute. I think I missed out some with not apply to other institutions and weighing my options better. The second example again has to do with confidence. I wish I would have had the confidence to apply to jobs over the summer before I started college. I feel like I could have used my time better if I would have done that. So, I guess the main thing I wish I would have done differently was to have the confidence to do these things.

3. What was your biggest highlight this year?

I think you probably already know but in case you don't, my biggest highlight of the year was graduating from high school. It has been the proudest moment of my life so far.

4. What was your favorite beauty product this year?

This is a hard one but, I've vowed not to put down my Lorac Pro palette as my favorite product. The reason being, because it's just too new of a product to me. So, my favorite would have to be the whole Curlesque hair care system. You can view my video about it here! It's seriously a miracle treatment for curly hair. I just love it!

5. What was your least favorite beauty product this year?

This one is just too easy and it would have to be any or all of the BB and CC creams. Dear lord, they do NOTHING unless you already have perfect porcelain skin. Honestly, I only kept mine to use as a primer for other foundations. Hopefully, 2014 is a good riddance to the creams!!

6. Who do you thank for being amazing this year?

Without a doubt it would have to be my mother. Even though she does things to piss me off she has been there for me no matter what in 2013. :)

Resolutions:

7. What makeup/ beauty resolutions do you have for this year?

I definitely want to make more makeup tutorials here and on my youtube channel. I want to explore and expand my knowledge of makeup with these tutorials. I love making them so much so I definitely want to make more!

8. What fashion resolutions do you have for this year?

Hmm, I haven't really thought of this one. I suppose I'm going to try to be more fashion forward and look more put together for class.

9. What are your personal resolutions?

I wrote a post earlier that detailed some of my more personal resolutions but, it doesn't hurt to review and state them again. First off, I'm really serious about making use of the gym on campus and going there 3-4 times a week. Second, I really need to focus on my classes this semester and not skip as much. This brings my to one of my final resolutions and that would have to be making the deans list. I really want to make the deans list this year (both semesters if I can)! I'm confident I can do it if I can go to class each time!!

10. Name 1 thing you want to check off your bucket list this year

I want to check off two! First of all, I want to reach 100 subscribers on Youtube in 2014. Second, I want to go on a road trip with my friends and not give a shit where we end up. I just want to go!

I hope you enjoyed this TAG and you respond with your own answers via blog post or video! Have a wonderful second day of your new year!

xoxo,

Grace
(ThePurpleisBliss)

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Bye 2013, Hello New Year!

This year has gone by in a whirlwind and with just a few days left, I thought it would be a good idea to think about the years old tradition of resolution making to ring in the new year of 2014. (that was strange to type!) However, before the year is over let's make a pre-resolution resolution. Let's all agree to not bite off more than we can chew. It's okay to make resolutions to reach for the new year but, we've all set resolutions and forgotten all about them once the ball drops and the champagne fog wears off. So, I propose we make our resolutions like we set our goals: long term and short term.

If your goal for 2014 is to loose weight then start with a short term resolution of becoming active and eating healthier by spring. Then move on to setting up an exercise routine by June and so forth. Also, write these resolutions down someplace that you can visually see each day such as a calendar or a planner. Most importantly of all, find a motivator! Whether it's a friends help or an inspirational quote app on your phone; find some way to remind yourself to keep pursuing those resolutions. Lastly, don't set so many that you can't possibly accomplish them or they make you become overwhelmed. Make categories such as household, personal, work, school etc. and only have one or two resolutions for each one.

Here are some of mine if you don't have any ideas for resolutions or are just curious! :)

School:
1. Make the deans list
2. Go to class regularly, complete assignments and make A's and B's on my midterms next semester

Personal
1. Make use of the rec center at school even if it's only a few times a week
2. Stop spending so much money on food at school + save money

Work
1. Find a job for the summer and/or one near campus for the remainder of the year

All of these resolutions are do-able and easy once the effort if put forth. I plan on writing these down and putting them on the wall by my bed in my dorm room so I can see them before I sleep and when I wake up so I can stay focused on them. I also plan on getting some of my friends together to help me out! I hope you all have had a wonderful holiday season so far and that you will subscribe to my youtube channel for my unofficial countdown to new years starting with my Christmas Haul starting tomorrow. Also good luck with your resolution making and keeping!

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

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Tired of Feeling "Fake"

Hey all,

Happy Halloween!!!

I've been thinking lately about my Youtube channel in comparison with my Tumblr. On Youtube I almost talk exclusively about makeup etc, which I'm extremely passionate about and will continue to do. However, on my Tumblr, I can be...how do I put this? Very opinionated! It bugs me to death that I feel scared almost to post my opinions via Youtube. It might be that I have an issue with confrontation and I'm scared of the backlash I might get for posting opinions.

I mentioned in my "50 Facts About Me" tag that I was a feminist, which I think some people think of as something "bad". Society teaches that the word "feminist" or "feminism" is a dirty word etc. So, by association...it scares me to voice these opinions. But here's the thing, it's not me to just talk about makeup! I'm passionate for a lot more than that. I'm tired of feeling fake. I'm tired of feeling like I'm hiding something from the world.

I really want to explore my filmmaking abilities and my photography abilities more and I feel like a soley "makeup" channel just isn't going to cut it. I've been working really hard to figure SOMETHING out for my channel because even with college and everything it's still something I want to do and that I miss. Therefore, there might be a slight change in what I put up and the quantity that I put up. Hold up! I'll still be doing makeup related videos but, I also might be doing other more...me videos. I 'm going to post a video about my vintage camera collection soon, I promise. As far as my room tour well...it's still in the works. But, my newest video will probably be an update video talking about this and a few other things going on. I'm also going to be tweaking this blog quite a bit...

Be patient and stay tuned,

ThePurpleisbliss

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Thoughts About My Future

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do after this year. I've considered studying abroad, which I still really want to do. But, The Art Institutes are also VERY appealing to me right now. If I went to the Art Institutes I would only go to class 3 days a week for 4 hour blocks, which leaves me time for a job. And possibly a job at Torrid!!! I miss working there so much! On the other hand, I would be living at home which my family doesn't think is best for me and the cost of gas for my car would be insane. It all really depends on if I can get my job back at Torrid over the summer and see where it takes me. :) I'll keep you updated.

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

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An Update

           

Now that you've gotten the CliffNotes version, I present to you the actual novel (ha!) I'm so sorry I've been away from Youtube, Tumblr and of course my blog. College is a whole new experience for me and I'm just trying to find my way right now. But, have no fear!!

I have a whole lot of new videos coming soon. I promise you guys!! But, first and foremost I am going to film a dorm room tour. Or at least my side of the dorm room! :) And I'll also be uploading a haul video and a organization video.

xoxo,
ThePurpleisbliss

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Thoughts about college...

I think this blog is going to start being a lot like a journal for me. I need this outlet. So, thoughts about college:

It's hard. I'm not going to sugar coat anything here. It is the most grueling thing you will ever do. You are thrown entirely out of your comfort zone and it's tough. You really have to believe in yourself and do it all for yourself.

It brings you closer. My dad and I have never been that close. He has always been really tough on my sister and I. He can be a very difficult person to be around and to get along with. He has his flaws, let's just say. But, today he called me and it was the sweetest he had ever talked to me. I never felt like my dad loved me all that well. I thought he loved my sister more. But I can tell that he wants what is best for me and the family. We're turning over a new leaf.

JUST BUY YOUR OWN DAMN TV!!!

Really get to know your roommate before rooming together, if possible.

Don't be quick to judge other people. Not really a lesson I've learned this week but, one that's been reinforced for me.

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

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alone

this is harder than I expected...

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A Wonderful Surprise

                              
A SURPRISE "GOING AWAY" PARTY!!! This video shows us from seventh grade all the way till senior year. And a few inside jokes thrown in. :) My best friends came over an surprised me with a "going away" party last night. Since I'm leaving for college on Saturday. It was so sweet and thoughtful. I need to do something for them but I don't know what! Maybe you guys can give me some ideas?

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Six Days!

I'm six days away from college move-in! If this week is really lite on posts, I'm sorry! :( I have a lot of packing and good-byes to do this week. But, if this happens to be a week filled with posts, that's all the better right? I will be uploading a quick review of TONE this week and "maybe" a Easy Hairstyles for curly hair video. Stay Tuned!

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Find Me Coffee + The Friend TAG

So, as I was Tumbling away this morning I came across a post that advertised that this website titled "Find Me Coffee" literally listed every coffee shop in the world. Yes, in the world!! This way you will never go without coffee, no matter where you are. How crazy is that?! You can type in any location and they will tell you every coffee shop (including Starbucks and McDonalds!) with a map and details about the shop such as amenities. I can now find every coffee shop on or near campus for the upcoming year!! Check it out!

           

 But, before you go; there is a new video up! The friend tag! Make sure you subscribe for bloopers!

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

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BACK 2 SCHOOL! Part 2 - School & Dorm Supplies

Oh, look! A new haul video! It's back to school time again and yes, I realize most people in elementary- high school have already gone back to school! But, I know most college kids like me don't go back until late August or early September. Regardless, enjoy the video! Sit back, sip, enjoy.

xoxo,
ThePurpleisbliss

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