Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts

Monday, February 10, 2014

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Lost in Life

Hey all!

It hit me today that I haven't updated The Purple is Bliss in quite a while, almost a month! To be honest I've put pretty much everything by the way-side lately, not just this blog but my channel, my classes at college…everything. You could say I've been a little lost in myself and my life lately. I've been battling some depression and anxiety recently and it's just been very difficult for me to have a passion for my classes or anything, let alone this blog and my Youtube channel. I might as well just fill you in on a few updates…

I recently got my nose pierced!…as in Monday I went to the tattoo/piercing place and got it done. Literally as a compulsion. I had been thinking about it for a couple years and since I still had some gift cards from graduation, I decided to get it done. And I'm so happy I did! I absolutely love my nose piercing! I've been contemplating doing a video on it but that will just depend on your interest really. I'd be happy to take any questions and make it a sort of Q&A video about my experience with my nose piercing etc. Just comment with your questions and let me know! I would love to tell you more about it.

As I mentioned before I've been a little  very neglectful go my classes this semester. I cannot find the motivation or the passion for my classes. They just seem so dull! And really they are! They only class I genuinely enjoy going to is my Communication class. My class is Communication 101, which pretty much means a speech class (as in getting up in front and giving speeches non-stop)…at least that's what I thought. I'm incredibly happy that I was wrong! My professor is amazing and is really laid back and open with the class. And I really love the assignments she gives. They are really helping me right now. This class is literally the only class I don't mind going to. I'm thinking about looking into communication further….even if it means giving speeches.

I've also been thinking about looking into going into business either as a major or a minor. I really want to invent my own company and my own brand of something. Makeup maybe? I mean, I've looked up to Elle and Blair Fowler since forever and I see what amazing things they've achieved. They have their own brand and they're so successful. I would just love the opportunity to do that. Unfortunately I don't have exactly all the resources they do so…I'm thinking business. We will see where it goes. Other than that I've just been trying to pull myself out of some of this depression and anxiety and just get through this semester. I'll keep you updated!

xoxo,

Grace

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Resolutions TAG

My new year has been off to a very shaky start, emotionally speaking. I've started off 2014 sort of down in the dumps about life and money situations and all sorts of other issues. I just know that I didn't plan on starting off the new year in tears and sadness. Luckily I have friends that have me looking forward to things once I go back to campus. Don't worry it will be documented in photo and video! But, I thought I might as well brighten my mood by answering the questions from NikkiTutorials' Resolutions TAG. Here we go!

This tag is broken up into two parts: Looking back on 2013 and Resolutions for the new year.

Looking back:

1. Name 3 things you did this year that you're proud of

The first thing that I'm proud of myself for accomplishing was graduating high school. I never seriously doubted that I would graduate high school and I know that people will argue that compared to other life experiences this task is fairly easy but you know what? it's a huge accomplishment at this point in my life and I'm proud of it.

The second thing would have to be getting accepted into the colleges I applied to. I started out really doubtful that I would be accepted at all because I had no confidence in myself. However, I was accepted to all of them that I applied to.

Third would probably be gaining confidence. I'm pretty satisfied with how I've learned to stand up for myself and do things outside of my comfort zone. I'm still not the most social of butterflies but, I'm not as much of a wall flower either.

2. Name 1 thing you wish you would have done differently

This one is kind of a hard one because there are two "events" or "instances" that stand out to me for this question. One being not applying to MORE colleges then I did. I wish I would have had the courage and self-esteem to apply to a few more institutions such as the Art Institute. I think I missed out some with not apply to other institutions and weighing my options better. The second example again has to do with confidence. I wish I would have had the confidence to apply to jobs over the summer before I started college. I feel like I could have used my time better if I would have done that. So, I guess the main thing I wish I would have done differently was to have the confidence to do these things.

3. What was your biggest highlight this year?

I think you probably already know but in case you don't, my biggest highlight of the year was graduating from high school. It has been the proudest moment of my life so far.

4. What was your favorite beauty product this year?

This is a hard one but, I've vowed not to put down my Lorac Pro palette as my favorite product. The reason being, because it's just too new of a product to me. So, my favorite would have to be the whole Curlesque hair care system. You can view my video about it here! It's seriously a miracle treatment for curly hair. I just love it!

5. What was your least favorite beauty product this year?

This one is just too easy and it would have to be any or all of the BB and CC creams. Dear lord, they do NOTHING unless you already have perfect porcelain skin. Honestly, I only kept mine to use as a primer for other foundations. Hopefully, 2014 is a good riddance to the creams!!

6. Who do you thank for being amazing this year?

Without a doubt it would have to be my mother. Even though she does things to piss me off she has been there for me no matter what in 2013. :)

Resolutions:

7. What makeup/ beauty resolutions do you have for this year?

I definitely want to make more makeup tutorials here and on my youtube channel. I want to explore and expand my knowledge of makeup with these tutorials. I love making them so much so I definitely want to make more!

8. What fashion resolutions do you have for this year?

Hmm, I haven't really thought of this one. I suppose I'm going to try to be more fashion forward and look more put together for class.

9. What are your personal resolutions?

I wrote a post earlier that detailed some of my more personal resolutions but, it doesn't hurt to review and state them again. First off, I'm really serious about making use of the gym on campus and going there 3-4 times a week. Second, I really need to focus on my classes this semester and not skip as much. This brings my to one of my final resolutions and that would have to be making the deans list. I really want to make the deans list this year (both semesters if I can)! I'm confident I can do it if I can go to class each time!!

10. Name 1 thing you want to check off your bucket list this year

I want to check off two! First of all, I want to reach 100 subscribers on Youtube in 2014. Second, I want to go on a road trip with my friends and not give a shit where we end up. I just want to go!

I hope you enjoyed this TAG and you respond with your own answers via blog post or video! Have a wonderful second day of your new year!

xoxo,

Grace
(ThePurpleisBliss)

Friday, December 27, 2013

Bye 2013, Hello New Year!

This year has gone by in a whirlwind and with just a few days left, I thought it would be a good idea to think about the years old tradition of resolution making to ring in the new year of 2014. (that was strange to type!) However, before the year is over let's make a pre-resolution resolution. Let's all agree to not bite off more than we can chew. It's okay to make resolutions to reach for the new year but, we've all set resolutions and forgotten all about them once the ball drops and the champagne fog wears off. So, I propose we make our resolutions like we set our goals: long term and short term.

If your goal for 2014 is to loose weight then start with a short term resolution of becoming active and eating healthier by spring. Then move on to setting up an exercise routine by June and so forth. Also, write these resolutions down someplace that you can visually see each day such as a calendar or a planner. Most importantly of all, find a motivator! Whether it's a friends help or an inspirational quote app on your phone; find some way to remind yourself to keep pursuing those resolutions. Lastly, don't set so many that you can't possibly accomplish them or they make you become overwhelmed. Make categories such as household, personal, work, school etc. and only have one or two resolutions for each one.

Here are some of mine if you don't have any ideas for resolutions or are just curious! :)

School:
1. Make the deans list
2. Go to class regularly, complete assignments and make A's and B's on my midterms next semester

Personal
1. Make use of the rec center at school even if it's only a few times a week
2. Stop spending so much money on food at school + save money

Work
1. Find a job for the summer and/or one near campus for the remainder of the year

All of these resolutions are do-able and easy once the effort if put forth. I plan on writing these down and putting them on the wall by my bed in my dorm room so I can see them before I sleep and when I wake up so I can stay focused on them. I also plan on getting some of my friends together to help me out! I hope you all have had a wonderful holiday season so far and that you will subscribe to my youtube channel for my unofficial countdown to new years starting with my Christmas Haul starting tomorrow. Also good luck with your resolution making and keeping!

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Tired of Feeling "Fake"

Hey all,

Happy Halloween!!!

I've been thinking lately about my Youtube channel in comparison with my Tumblr. On Youtube I almost talk exclusively about makeup etc, which I'm extremely passionate about and will continue to do. However, on my Tumblr, I can be...how do I put this? Very opinionated! It bugs me to death that I feel scared almost to post my opinions via Youtube. It might be that I have an issue with confrontation and I'm scared of the backlash I might get for posting opinions.

I mentioned in my "50 Facts About Me" tag that I was a feminist, which I think some people think of as something "bad". Society teaches that the word "feminist" or "feminism" is a dirty word etc. So, by association...it scares me to voice these opinions. But here's the thing, it's not me to just talk about makeup! I'm passionate for a lot more than that. I'm tired of feeling fake. I'm tired of feeling like I'm hiding something from the world.

I really want to explore my filmmaking abilities and my photography abilities more and I feel like a soley "makeup" channel just isn't going to cut it. I've been working really hard to figure SOMETHING out for my channel because even with college and everything it's still something I want to do and that I miss. Therefore, there might be a slight change in what I put up and the quantity that I put up. Hold up! I'll still be doing makeup related videos but, I also might be doing other more...me videos. I 'm going to post a video about my vintage camera collection soon, I promise. As far as my room tour well...it's still in the works. But, my newest video will probably be an update video talking about this and a few other things going on. I'm also going to be tweaking this blog quite a bit...

Be patient and stay tuned,

ThePurpleisbliss

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Thoughts About My Future

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do after this year. I've considered studying abroad, which I still really want to do. But, The Art Institutes are also VERY appealing to me right now. If I went to the Art Institutes I would only go to class 3 days a week for 4 hour blocks, which leaves me time for a job. And possibly a job at Torrid!!! I miss working there so much! On the other hand, I would be living at home which my family doesn't think is best for me and the cost of gas for my car would be insane. It all really depends on if I can get my job back at Torrid over the summer and see where it takes me. :) I'll keep you updated.

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

Sunday, September 1, 2013

An Update

           

Now that you've gotten the CliffNotes version, I present to you the actual novel (ha!) I'm so sorry I've been away from Youtube, Tumblr and of course my blog. College is a whole new experience for me and I'm just trying to find my way right now. But, have no fear!!

I have a whole lot of new videos coming soon. I promise you guys!! But, first and foremost I am going to film a dorm room tour. Or at least my side of the dorm room! :) And I'll also be uploading a haul video and a organization video.

xoxo,
ThePurpleisbliss

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Thoughts about college...

I think this blog is going to start being a lot like a journal for me. I need this outlet. So, thoughts about college:

It's hard. I'm not going to sugar coat anything here. It is the most grueling thing you will ever do. You are thrown entirely out of your comfort zone and it's tough. You really have to believe in yourself and do it all for yourself.

It brings you closer. My dad and I have never been that close. He has always been really tough on my sister and I. He can be a very difficult person to be around and to get along with. He has his flaws, let's just say. But, today he called me and it was the sweetest he had ever talked to me. I never felt like my dad loved me all that well. I thought he loved my sister more. But I can tell that he wants what is best for me and the family. We're turning over a new leaf.

JUST BUY YOUR OWN DAMN TV!!!

Really get to know your roommate before rooming together, if possible.

Don't be quick to judge other people. Not really a lesson I've learned this week but, one that's been reinforced for me.

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Thursday, August 15, 2013

A Wonderful Surprise

                              
A SURPRISE "GOING AWAY" PARTY!!! This video shows us from seventh grade all the way till senior year. And a few inside jokes thrown in. :) My best friends came over an surprised me with a "going away" party last night. Since I'm leaving for college on Saturday. It was so sweet and thoughtful. I need to do something for them but I don't know what! Maybe you guys can give me some ideas?

Monday, August 12, 2013

Six Days!

I'm six days away from college move-in! If this week is really lite on posts, I'm sorry! :( I have a lot of packing and good-byes to do this week. But, if this happens to be a week filled with posts, that's all the better right? I will be uploading a quick review of TONE this week and "maybe" a Easy Hairstyles for curly hair video. Stay Tuned!

Friday, August 9, 2013

The Epiduo Diaries #2 - Skincare

I realize that it's been a while since I did an Epiduo Diaries entry! I did one on my last blog when I had just started using Epiduo so, today I thought I would delve further into Epiduo and explain to you my skin care routine. Now, lately I've had a couple of break outs on the side of my face that I sleep on more often. I attribute this recent development to not washing my pillowcase as I should. :( But, have no fear, I have since washed it. I also would attribute this to not cleaning my face brushes once a week, again, as I should. I've learned my lesson, wash your face brushes and pillowcase once a week!

Okay, without further ado, my skincare routine and products:


1. Cetaphil Oil Control Foam Wash: When I visited my doctor to try to get a prescription to treat my acne she gave me a sample kit that included a small pump bottle of this product, a small tube of Epiduo and some Cetaphil moisturizer. I immediately went home and used this wash and I really do love it! My face feels very clean and tightened afterwards which I love.

2. Clinique Acne Solutions Toner: My doctor also suggested I try Clinique's washes, toners and moisturizers so I bought an acne kit online and at first I did not enjoy these products. They burned and I was led to believe that these products were too strong for my skin. But, I gave it another go and I noticed that it helped dry up problem areas during the day while I wasn't wearing the Epiduo on my face.

3. Clinique Acne Solutions Moisturizer: The same goes for this product as the toner. This treats while it moisturizes. Great!

4. Garnier Refreshing Makeup Removing Towelettes: I use these to take my makeup off but I also use them to wash my face off when it feels icky or if I've been sweating and my face feels gritty. These towelettes are very sensitive to use on your face and the formula isn't too harsh so it doesn't leave redness. The fragrance isn't bad either!

5. Epiduo Gel: And, of course, what we all came for! Expect a miracle but, don't expect a miracle. You are going to notice a dramatic difference after the first use but, just like with new shampoos for your hair, your face has to adjust. You will still have breakouts! Right now, I'm getting closer to "that time of the month" and when that time rolls around I break out like a b*tch! However, I've noticed that I have not broken out as much as normal. WAHOO!!! Just don't get your hopes up it you still get break outs from time to time. That's supposed to happen. You know? Hormones and all.

Phew, now that you know what I put on my face I bet your wondering what my routine is, right?

Morning: In the morning I first get up and wash my face using the Cetaphil wash. Noting too fancy about it, just pump some into your hand and wash off your face. I then dab it dry with a towel. Next, I take the Clinique toner and put a bit on a cotton ball or cotton pad and dab it on my problem areas or sometimes all over my face just to make sure. Finally, I apply moisturizer and voila!

Night: The nightly routine is a little more time consuming. Wash face, check! Toner, check! And last but not least: Epiduo. You squeeze a small drop (the size of a pea) onto your finger and apply it all over your face. You don't need much! A thin layer will make a dramatic difference. You face will dry out TERRIBLY if you use too much. Personal experience here! You leave it on all night and wash it off in the morning.

I really hope you gained some knowledge from this post and that if you have problem skin you can talk to your doctor about Epiduo. I think it really works if you can commit to it and stick with it. You have to stick with a face routine, ESPECIALLY if you have acne prone skin. And, you have to make sure you're being sanitary. Wash your pillow case and makeup brushes once a week and your bedding every other week or two. Here is how I clean my makeup brushes:

         

Also, I know if you're an anxious person like me and you like to pick (scabs, acne etc.) you really have to try to stop because it will scar and scar badly! Not to mention get infection which only leads to more breakouts and skin issues. Best of luck and happy skincare!

 Make sure you subscribe to my Youtube channel for bloopers from the friend tag coming up next week. Also, I'm going to be reviewing a product called TONE here soon, which has it's ties to my skincare routine! I'm also hoping on doing a "easy hairstyles for curly hair" video soon! STAY TUNED!!

xoxo,

ThePurpleisbliss




Sunday, August 4, 2013

Life Is A Journey...Not A Destination

There is a lot on my mind this morning (or afternoon!). I woke up to hear that something horrible had happened to one of my classmates from high school. He had been involved in a car accident and passed away. He wasn't just a classmate; Cody was a pretty close friend of mine. His passing got me thinking about something I wrote in my journal earlier this year about high school and life changing. I want to share this entry with you today and dedicate it to Cody. I hope you enjoy it and please, as always, be respectful.

"I don't think people realize, going into high school, how much you change as a person. Or how much others change. How much the world comes to meet you. Going into high school you don't realize that you will have to cope with loosing friends and finding who your true friends are. You don't expect classmates to kill themselves or pass away unexpectedly, become pregnant or get involved in dangerous drugs. Moreover, you definitely don't realize how much you change. To you, you're just the same person you've always been. But, then things happen that make you question who you are. 

It's then that you realize you aren't the 9th grade kid who entered high school. Over the course of 4 years you've learned more than just Algebra, AP English, History, etc. etc. etc. You've learned a hell of a lot about YOU! You've gone from being every form of fugly, to a cognizant, beautiful adult. You discover what's worth fighting for. You learn who/ what isn't worth another second of your time. You discover your passions and who you're passionate about as well, in an unexpected form! You finally open your eyes to the world around you and realize how beautiful, or in some cases ugly, it can be. Who will be there for you...and who won't.

It's strange to look back on freshman year and see how you didn't know any of this would happen, that you knew nothing about who you are. Hell, you still don't! But, you're getting there. You still don't know what the future holds. However, no matter how things turn out, you know you'll never forget how you got where you are or where you're going. Or the people who got you there. The teachers, family, friends, frenemies, loves lost or gained. If I was asked to go back to my freshman year to give myself advice; I wouldn't do it. If I did, the journey wouldn't be the same. I wouldn't be the same person. I wouldn't have to go through any of the things that got me where I am. I wouldn't have learned anything, I wouldn't have had the chance to really grow up. And that is all too necessary! These things had to happen to become the person I was meant to be. For better or worse, you must live for the journey not the destination."

Rest in peace, Cody! You lived your journey and reached your destination. I'm glad I got the chance to meet you along this journey and now that its come to a close I hope you're comforted by the fact that there are so many people in this town that care for, and love you.

xoxo,
ThePurpleisbliss